I Live in a Crystal World
By Sondra Williams
I live in a crystal world where life is
People not understanding think I am in a delusion
I sing and dance in a language unknown to human ears
As I was content with my maker who unconditionally cares
In my world all is pure and no evil in known to be
Where life is in its purest through the child that exists within me
No worries, no fear, no right from wrong
I simply play and sing in a peaceful song
I dwell in the land of Angels and with the most supreme of beings
I live in a crystal world that humans are void of seeing
Looking out I see your world, confused by its primitive ways beyond
You come like a mighty force ripping me from mine to enter yours
Forcing me from my crystal world where safe and happiness abounds
Tarnishing my thinking with evil things and then fear comes and
Now I am trapped between both worlds knowing I have no safe either
For the one is now tarnished and the other is not safe to stay
I cannot return to my crystal world, nor am I welcomed in yours.
Why did you bring me so far and leave me standing at the doors.
I cry and scream for my existence is void of true life
I am lost and frightened and full of anxiety and strife.
My world was pure and unblemished as it brightly reflected through
Human kind says I was broken with a disorder called autism
Help me I cry, I need to be as I once was, a child full of the
But now am left empty and afraid with no true place to belong.
It is you who are broken, unhappy and discontent with my being
It is you who lack understanding of what you are truly seeing
Why did you not let me exist as I was meant to be?
For I was once with God and he once was with me.
© Sondra Williams 2003